My Heart

My heart,
It cracks,
As some one,
Slides on out.

They don't need me no more,
I've been replaced,
The hole they left in my heart,
Is filled with lies and hidden promises.

My tears cascade,
Down my pure white cheeks,
As I feel the pain of your absence,
The destruction it's caused.

Why...
Why could you just not tell me?
I would have been angry of course,
But not at you...

Never at you...

You hid those things,
You lied to me.
I thought you were acting weird that day...
Guess it was the lies eating you away.

You do not understand...
How much I hate lies,
How much I hate myself,
For making you feel like you couldn't tell me anything.

Your choices may not have mirrored mine,
On what I would have done in your situation,
But that does not mean i would despise you,
It's your life to make your choices with.

But I guess I didn't deserve them,
Those truths churning away inside of you.
I guess I just do not deserve,
To be told the things you used to tell me in a heartbeat.

I touch my heart,
And feel it start to crack,
I guess this is how it feels,
when some one you love doesn't love you back.