Hello my loves
Yeah. So, to start with -calmly gets down on knees, clasps hands together and looks at you-
I'M SO SORRY OKAY I REALLY AM I KNOW I KEEP POSTING JOURNALS SAYING I'M GOING TO BE MORE ACTIVE AND WRITE BUT OMGEE YOU HAVE NO IDEA IT'S SO DIFFICULT AND LIFE IS ACTUALLY BUSY AND SHIT AND LIKE THERE IS NO EXSCUSE I'M SO SORRY MY LOVES YOU'RE ALL FAB I MISS YOU ALL GREATLY I WILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU SOMEHOW OKAY I'M SORRY </3 </3 -cries-
Yeah I've been busy sorry about that >_> Basically, I posted that journal all like "Yeah I'm gonna get all over this cos my life is starting to quieten down again wew!" and then my life exploded again Yay!
Yeah. A week after I posted that status, my grandma died (May she rest in peace), then I had the funeral which involved me seeing my father again after like four months and all that which was pretty traumatic.
To make it worse my father told me of her passing over EFFING FACEBOOK. "Hey Soph, how you doing? Just thought you would like to know, your Grandma passed away yesterday."
I'm not even shitting you that's how he told me. THE FUCK
Okay, so yeah that happened. Just as my GCSE's started as well, fun fun. Like, I found this out the night before my first exam. Goodie. So after that I had about 1-2 months of just exams one after the other, which ended on the 13th of June. Then I had prom and I got into a relationship with this girl called Rachel. (Photos will ensue.) And then I had three birthdays in my family, my uncle died a few weeks ago as well after a long fight with the big C (we're dropping like flies) and I started working as well. And then my relationship ended too, which is just so much fun. Crush hard on a girl for 9 months, get the girl, she dumps you. Fun fun.
So basically, I have been REALLY busy. And then ya know, I'm a teenage girl too so the emotions have been wrecking havoc too which is fun.
I will be trying to be more active. Like, every time I open a tab in my browser it's DA that loads so that should help. But yes, sorry!!! I still love you guys! And I'll be posting lots of pictures of the past few months so you can see me. I've changed a bit, hair and such. I hope you're all doing great, and anyone who wants to talk to me can. Just send me a note, or on my profile I have links to facebook and such.
I love you guys!
Sphinx (A.K.A JetBlackHeartxxx)
R.I.P Charlotte Mary-Anne Hazel 01/01/97 - 06/12/12 Gone But Never Forgotten